welcome to my homosexual website
- name: joshua, josh, jotchua, etc.
- pronouns: he/him. I occasionally use it/its, but only between friends who also use it/its.
- age: born 199x. old!
- languages: english, spanish, french, just enough yiddish to get by
- horoscope: leo sun with a virgo stellium
- occupation: amateur at-home barista, confidante, semi-retired fanfic author, emails job
- teams: toronto maple leaves, whatever football teams my friends like
I've been working on and off on on this website for a couple of years, debating the pros and cons of carving out a little corner of the internet. I've slowly started to take it more seriously in part to my friend whiona.
I remember loving customizing the fuck out of my tumblr, and I think there is something to say about how a lot of social media platforms have stripped cusotmizability options from their sites -- twitter and youtube and all sorts of sites used to have options where you could change your font, colors, even bgm... now I guess u can have an NFT icon if you want? lol.
so hopefully this encourages me to be creative with code once again, like when I would stay up until 3am coding my tumblr theme and adding those little fandom flags and making as many boxes transparent as i could bc it looked sick as fuck.
Whittling who I am down isn't my strong suit, but if you don't know me but have found my website, I am a homosexual transsexual coffee freak obsessed with vampires and brokeback mountain. I am old and have a bunch of midieval diseases because I'm obsessed with sickly anime boys. I get very really pretentious and protective over snoopy and Chappel Roan (I liked them first!!). My hobbies include sniffing candles at target, taking an edible and then painting a picture, yelling to my friends on my phone, and going for long aimless walks. My favorite fall out boy album is and always will be INFINITY ON HIGH!!
I primarily envision this site as a place where I can work on my html skills, showcase my OCs, and have some space for my shrines. It might evolve from there but I am currently ok without adding a blog because I post my every waking thought on tumblr or bluesky.
faq if you insist
why the labels homosexual and transsexual? well, for the same reason a lot of people might use a different word. transsexual and homosexual were/are words that can be used to pathologize, but I draw a lot of understanding and power from them. I don't think medical transition is neccesary to be trans, and I do not use the term transsexual to denote that in myself even though I have partially medically transitioned. Instead, I used these words because my transness is a major part of my sexuality -- I am transsexual because I am a gay man, and I am a gay man because I am transsexual. A huge part of my seuxal orientation and intimate relationships is about the fact that the man/men I am seeing ("seeing" here the way a shy mom would use it. I mean if they're dating me etc.) see me as a fellow man. I think there's a lot of power in these words and in using them I also hope to honor a lot of queer history.
what is so awesome about snoopy? he's mexican and from minnesota! hes just like me fr!
how much money have you spent on fortnite? I think in total like $90usd? I get the battle pass a couple times a year.
